::SLOW SAGE NODS:: i think the 101 challenge is what i needed. i seem to be more centered. or atleast i have goals... GASP GOALS! but also ive noticed my "crazy hectic life" is more chill now i guess because i now have a set pattern to live by on some account. i mean its not ok its 8pm time to floss, its more like, hmmm about to go to bed lets brush the ole pearly whites!
and as ive said, just trying to reconize bad/negative thoughts and not compleat them is making me happy. granted i rant, at lot. but im less rageful than before.
ahhh the zen of 101 things.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
another one bites the dust
I got a fire proof safe on Friday night. YAY! so one more thing off the list, now when i clean out my room COMPLEATLY i can store other things in there i've already put in stuff like my passport, proof of insurance, birth certificate etc.
so YAY 3 THINGS DONE!
also been working on the 100 pushup challenge. i have YET to move onto week 2. >_< still doing week 1. but im hoping to move onto week 2 next week, and from there just hammer them out. :D ive noticed my tummy is looking "tighter" :D YAY (( about friggen time))
slowly and steadly hacking down the days on other stuff and im sure that starting November 1st all extra energy will go towards NaNo. so proably a posting lull in compleated activities. but i do have a plan for a few more things to start up. but December/January will proably be the months i will REALLY start to progress through the list.
in progress 32/98
completed 3/101
so YAY 3 THINGS DONE!
also been working on the 100 pushup challenge. i have YET to move onto week 2. >_< still doing week 1. but im hoping to move onto week 2 next week, and from there just hammer them out. :D ive noticed my tummy is looking "tighter" :D YAY (( about friggen time))
slowly and steadly hacking down the days on other stuff and im sure that starting November 1st all extra energy will go towards NaNo. so proably a posting lull in compleated activities. but i do have a plan for a few more things to start up. but December/January will proably be the months i will REALLY start to progress through the list.
in progress 32/98
completed 3/101
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
in the right frame of mind
so ive noticed that actually FOCOUSEING on postive thoughts is makeing me be more postive... WHUT! well im not dwelling, and yes there are good days and bad days i find im just letting it ride a lot sooner than normally. such as i will stop myself BEFORE i finish the though or evenr start to formulate it in my head.
sweet.
it was something ive noticed a little the last few days but REALLY today. i kinda have a tendancy to develope road rage if left unchecked. ie: exhasperate with all the idiot drivers who cut me off, speed and are generally unsafe.
its very nice to see im improving only after a few days. i cant wait to see what half a year does to me.
WHOO.
also i turned on at least 1 person to the list. :D yay! spread the disease!
sweet.
it was something ive noticed a little the last few days but REALLY today. i kinda have a tendancy to develope road rage if left unchecked. ie: exhasperate with all the idiot drivers who cut me off, speed and are generally unsafe.
its very nice to see im improving only after a few days. i cant wait to see what half a year does to me.
WHOO.
also i turned on at least 1 person to the list. :D yay! spread the disease!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
:D happy fun!
as i go on, compleating more from my list slowly making headway in other areas im ... content. really i think this thing is the ground i needed. more so because i see the long term over short term.
my art list will be posted on DA. and i will start it up in a few weeks. >_< its an average of a character sheet every 10 days. ie: i will be designing a 101 character design challenge. im going to think up a "reward" prize for myself. HAHAHA. something art related for this cause its MASSIVE. :D
the DA link is : http://naminational.deviantart.com/
in progress 30/99
completed 2/101
my art list will be posted on DA. and i will start it up in a few weeks. >_< its an average of a character sheet every 10 days. ie: i will be designing a 101 character design challenge. im going to think up a "reward" prize for myself. HAHAHA. something art related for this cause its MASSIVE. :D
the DA link is : http://naminational.deviantart.com/
in progress 30/99
completed 2/101
Monday, October 20, 2008
update
Oh my.
so much to work on! so much i AM worken on. its amazing but also a little overwhelming.
got up and did pushups today, tried a new rescipe this weekend, cut out fabric for the coat, did Sudoku, kept up with things that are currently going and just formulating a way to do more.
life is great! overwhelming, but great.
so much to work on! so much i AM worken on. its amazing but also a little overwhelming.
got up and did pushups today, tried a new rescipe this weekend, cut out fabric for the coat, did Sudoku, kept up with things that are currently going and just formulating a way to do more.
life is great! overwhelming, but great.
Friday, October 17, 2008
friday... man oh man
gave blood last night, did pushups this morning, did some sudoku last night.
Next week i will do 100 pushup challenge week 1 again. i cheated a bit on wednesday. i only did 3 sets of real pushups then finished up with girls. blah. id rather build up my strength early and easy into that get my but whipped week 3 or 4. oi
BUT the pushups were MUCH easier today and my form was great. :D i did real pushups all the way through. WHOO! i also stopped doing situps for wednesday and friday im sure the combo of situps AND pushups is what KILLED me. oi
anywho. chugging right along.
in progress 26/100
completed 1/101
Next week i will do 100 pushup challenge week 1 again. i cheated a bit on wednesday. i only did 3 sets of real pushups then finished up with girls. blah. id rather build up my strength early and easy into that get my but whipped week 3 or 4. oi
BUT the pushups were MUCH easier today and my form was great. :D i did real pushups all the way through. WHOO! i also stopped doing situps for wednesday and friday im sure the combo of situps AND pushups is what KILLED me. oi
anywho. chugging right along.
in progress 26/100
completed 1/101
Thursday, October 16, 2008
how it goes.
The List:
So, i am proably going to create 2 new goals and replace the last 2 in my finiancal ones. why? they ARE goals, but also i see them more as rewards. while i looked through many other lists and these were goals, in face thats where i got the idea, i personally like to think of it as a reward/penalty system.
Health:
ANYWAYS. still sore, oh LORDS am i sore. i will proably do week 1 next week as well. why? well... IM SORE! haha. while i have noticed it was "easier" but painful to do the pushups, i dont wanna throw myself into week 2 or 3 when im not ready. my upper body strength is... non existant. SO yeah i personally think doing week 1 again wont kill me, or throw off the "system" it even says to re-do the week if you feel you must. so yes. next week i plan on begining to re-tinker my work out scedule i WAS useing, so i can begin when i start week 3 or 4 to be doing more than JUST pushups and situps. :D
not eating fast food has gone well. granted i didn't eat fastfood/takeout EVERY day, but i was growing to do it 2-3 times a week, which i like to keep it at 2-3 times a MONTH if that. SO i haven't noticed missing it yet, but im sure there will be times. granted i am allowing to eat things prepared when ordered (( chipotle, noodles, and sub shops)) while yes these ARE fast food, they can be healither and i am contiously going the healthier option on these. so its not tradeing 1 for the other really cause i did go to subway 1 day this week, it was due to time constraints, where before hand i would have done a drive through.
all other health stuff is going along as planned. :D ie- well. i AM drinking more water... proably up to 7-8 Fl Oz. a day now. i just have to DOUBLE that ... EWWW (( i HATE water))
Do Gooder:
I donate blood today. :D YAY. (( im sure i can. ive been taking vitimans so my iron should be up! which is what i NORMALLY have an issue with and get rejected. yay iron!)) and im hopeign to add a few inches to the scarf this weekend. :D
Personal:
have a slew of stuff going on, and plan to start up a few more things this weekend. hopefully i can organize ALL my computer files by 10-25-2008 and also have the itunes done as well. that has taken me MUCH longer than antisipated. >_<
Finance:
well i KNOW i have more in savings than 500, but i cant check my statement untill i go INTO a bank and ask OR get my quartley statement. but i know i have at least 500. (( whoot!)) so it will proably stay there for a bit. i REALLY need to do online banking. >_<
i also put my FIRST $10.00 in the bank for getting the library card. WHOO!
i feel like im makeing headway AND ITS AWESOME
in progress 22/100
completed 1/101
So, i am proably going to create 2 new goals and replace the last 2 in my finiancal ones. why? they ARE goals, but also i see them more as rewards. while i looked through many other lists and these were goals, in face thats where i got the idea, i personally like to think of it as a reward/penalty system.
Health:
ANYWAYS. still sore, oh LORDS am i sore. i will proably do week 1 next week as well. why? well... IM SORE! haha. while i have noticed it was "easier" but painful to do the pushups, i dont wanna throw myself into week 2 or 3 when im not ready. my upper body strength is... non existant. SO yeah i personally think doing week 1 again wont kill me, or throw off the "system" it even says to re-do the week if you feel you must. so yes. next week i plan on begining to re-tinker my work out scedule i WAS useing, so i can begin when i start week 3 or 4 to be doing more than JUST pushups and situps. :D
not eating fast food has gone well. granted i didn't eat fastfood/takeout EVERY day, but i was growing to do it 2-3 times a week, which i like to keep it at 2-3 times a MONTH if that. SO i haven't noticed missing it yet, but im sure there will be times. granted i am allowing to eat things prepared when ordered (( chipotle, noodles, and sub shops)) while yes these ARE fast food, they can be healither and i am contiously going the healthier option on these. so its not tradeing 1 for the other really cause i did go to subway 1 day this week, it was due to time constraints, where before hand i would have done a drive through.
all other health stuff is going along as planned. :D ie- well. i AM drinking more water... proably up to 7-8 Fl Oz. a day now. i just have to DOUBLE that ... EWWW (( i HATE water))
Do Gooder:
I donate blood today. :D YAY. (( im sure i can. ive been taking vitimans so my iron should be up! which is what i NORMALLY have an issue with and get rejected. yay iron!)) and im hopeign to add a few inches to the scarf this weekend. :D
Personal:
have a slew of stuff going on, and plan to start up a few more things this weekend. hopefully i can organize ALL my computer files by 10-25-2008 and also have the itunes done as well. that has taken me MUCH longer than antisipated. >_<
Finance:
well i KNOW i have more in savings than 500, but i cant check my statement untill i go INTO a bank and ask OR get my quartley statement. but i know i have at least 500. (( whoot!)) so it will proably stay there for a bit. i REALLY need to do online banking. >_<
i also put my FIRST $10.00 in the bank for getting the library card. WHOO!
i feel like im makeing headway AND ITS AWESOME
in progress 22/100
completed 1/101
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
its a going
i am SO SORE. its a good sore though. like the sore of muscles going, woah... what! we are alive! WHOOO. but it hurts to move about much.
anyways, i'm working on my computerand have hit a snag. i have NO idea how im going to organize my music. mainly because i have 3 computers worth of files all organized differently.
i will be kicking this around in my head today. i wanna have a master backup of the music, but also have ti run from the drive dedicated TO music. (( i have multi partitioned hard drives, to alocate different files to different areas to try to prevent massive data loss.)) but the problem in that was when i began the back up it was more of a "lets throw all the files here and do it later. BLEAH.
oh well.
OH i also mad my blood donation apointment. :D for thursday 10/16/2008 sweeeeet. another goal in gear to compleation!
in progress 21/100
completed 1/101
anyways, i'm working on my computerand have hit a snag. i have NO idea how im going to organize my music. mainly because i have 3 computers worth of files all organized differently.
i will be kicking this around in my head today. i wanna have a master backup of the music, but also have ti run from the drive dedicated TO music. (( i have multi partitioned hard drives, to alocate different files to different areas to try to prevent massive data loss.)) but the problem in that was when i began the back up it was more of a "lets throw all the files here and do it later. BLEAH.
oh well.
OH i also mad my blood donation apointment. :D for thursday 10/16/2008 sweeeeet. another goal in gear to compleation!
in progress 21/100
completed 1/101
Monday, October 13, 2008
Start out with a BANG
well, first off i am EXHAUSTED.
mainly due to poor sleep, HOWEVER i was abel to drag myself outta bed and begin the 100 pushup challenge! yay! startign at level 2 >_< BUT most people start there or level 3. i am also doing situps as well. (( i WILL have a tone tummy!)) also started no fast food for 90 days. its AWESOME! Jacob is actually the one who asked me " when are you doing that" and he helped me define what fast food is. cause it could be anything really. but we decided that pretty much if its premade sittign under a heat lamp for consumption its fast food. (( this leaves opean sub shops, chipotle and noodles)) granted i dont eat those places to much anyways, but urg. i was so suprised but tickled pink that jacob was all about me doing the 101 challenge. i mean i didn't want to force my goals onto him but he seems happy to co-exsist. i think its also the fact that i've been ALL about this.
been doing really well with vitimans and brushing/flossing.
other things? started my first red scarf, praticed sewing ((fixed/altered a pair of pants)) prepareing for NaNoWriMo, STILL working on the Word list for art. and a few others. OH MAN.
let the fun begin!
in progress 20/100
completed 1/101
mainly due to poor sleep, HOWEVER i was abel to drag myself outta bed and begin the 100 pushup challenge! yay! startign at level 2 >_< BUT most people start there or level 3. i am also doing situps as well. (( i WILL have a tone tummy!)) also started no fast food for 90 days. its AWESOME! Jacob is actually the one who asked me " when are you doing that" and he helped me define what fast food is. cause it could be anything really. but we decided that pretty much if its premade sittign under a heat lamp for consumption its fast food. (( this leaves opean sub shops, chipotle and noodles)) granted i dont eat those places to much anyways, but urg. i was so suprised but tickled pink that jacob was all about me doing the 101 challenge. i mean i didn't want to force my goals onto him but he seems happy to co-exsist. i think its also the fact that i've been ALL about this.
been doing really well with vitimans and brushing/flossing.
other things? started my first red scarf, praticed sewing ((fixed/altered a pair of pants)) prepareing for NaNoWriMo, STILL working on the Word list for art. and a few others. OH MAN.
let the fun begin!
in progress 20/100
completed 1/101
Thursday, October 9, 2008
day 2
So i did some digging around freerice.com. APPARENLY my 55 level goal was lofty. i want to give myself atainable goals. nothing you know... redicilious. SO i lowered it to 50. 50 is doable. :D
chugging away. amost have my art list done! :D i revised that one also. it will be a list of character designs. (( to ge me drawing people)) BUT im REALLY exciteid. XD i wanna work on it NOW. but alas i need to FINISH the list and 2 other art project BEFORWE i start up on the 101 character designs.... HOHO. i will post it when i'm doen though! then on to one of the many OTHER lists (( only 5 lists on the big list, BUT i also mean the smaller every day lists... >_<))
in progress 11/100
completed 1/101
chugging away. amost have my art list done! :D i revised that one also. it will be a list of character designs. (( to ge me drawing people)) BUT im REALLY exciteid. XD i wanna work on it NOW. but alas i need to FINISH the list and 2 other art project BEFORWE i start up on the 101 character designs.... HOHO. i will post it when i'm doen though! then on to one of the many OTHER lists (( only 5 lists on the big list, BUT i also mean the smaller every day lists... >_<))
in progress 11/100
completed 1/101
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Day 1
:D i already have a task done! i kinda cheated, but i honestly did not expect to actually complete it. yesterday i went to the local library to investigate the "library card" deal. you know how to get one etc, and surprise! i currently have one in my possession. all i needed was an id, i expected an id with mail ((which i didn't have on me.))
It just felt like it was going to be a daunting task of paper work and identification (( like everything else)). but really... it wasn't... it was so easy it shocked me. so i just got the card anyways. :D
Completed: 1/101
Working on: 7/100
It just felt like it was going to be a daunting task of paper work and identification (( like everything else)). but really... it wasn't... it was so easy it shocked me. so i just got the card anyways. :D
Completed: 1/101
Working on: 7/100
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Game start
now that i have MADE the list, its time to start.
Making this list took me almost 2 weeks. i didn't want to have trivial ho-hum "pet the cat" type stuff. these are ALL things i plan on doing anywyas. i just needed to get them down.
and now i have a finish by this time goal.
Game start!
Making this list took me almost 2 weeks. i didn't want to have trivial ho-hum "pet the cat" type stuff. these are ALL things i plan on doing anywyas. i just needed to get them down.
and now i have a finish by this time goal.
Game start!
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